As of now I still have no news as of when I am getting my new leg. I told Jared that this has been the hardest part of my journey thus far, waiting on my prosthetic. We are waiting for the insurance company to send the last payment to the Prosthetic Company before I get to bring it home. This week marks 6 months since my amputation and I have found myself frustrated, irritated, and stressed out. Daily life is very hard right now and I want answers and a time frame. This is not an easy place for me to be in and I don’t like it. God’s plan for me is to have rest and peace and I haven’t. I had come to a point of frustration and anger at times having limitations and not physically being able to do all I want. I want things done my way and in my time. Because I have not let go of it all I have been in a continual stressed out state.
In all of my frustrations and stresses God’s still small voice speaks to me and reminds me to hold on to His promises. Don’t let what is temporal be my focus but seek after that which is eternal. He’s got this and knows what’s going on. Let His sweet peace rule in my heart and give it all to Him. I would have had my new leg by now if it was up to me, but God’s ways are not mine. What a sweeter more peaceful place to be when I let go and choose to trust, waiting on His perfect timing.
“Now unto Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us”.